Holla mon amis! how have you guys been doing? I'm doing pretty fine.Alhamdulillah.Well,I just finished doing my assignment so yeah,kinda have nothing to do instead of watching spongebob and pretty much updating this blog.hahaha
Well,talking about life I'm now currently in my third semester in university.And yeah,coincidentally I'm in the same class as Ryan,Alay,Zerra and Chico.Pretty funny right? haha and for this semester,what saddens me the most is not having Dianah by my side.Unfortunately none of us have the same class.That's just well darn sad considering we have been in the same class for our first and second semester.what to do :/
So in this year,I'm learning to change.Maybe my appearance and my behavior towards people.I'm letting go of my past behind.I just don't like reminiscing old and bad memories.It's pretty unhealthy though.So in this year,I have been pretty much having thoughts and yes,kinda spent my time alone and thinking how I react towards the people I love and somehow,I just want them to tell all those negative thoughts they have about me(if they do).I'm trying to change.I tried realizing all of my mistakes but anyhow,I need people to help me.I can't change if I don't know what to change.And I'm pretty sure some people may have been talking behind my back.that's just how people are.But to be honest,I'm not the kind of person who likes to ruin people's friendship or the relationships that they have.I prefer to keep it to myself and accept their flaws.Maybe they're not like us but that's what makes people different.They're unique in their own way.Apart of that,my intentions towards the people I love was always nice.Though I get offended at times but I never kept revenge on them.It's sad when the people you love and cherish just hurt you without knowing how much you really cared about them.Maybe that's just who I am,trying to be a good friend but instead get kicked right on the head and be seen as someone who is pretty darn stupid.Well,maybe this is a test from Allah.So I have to bear with it.Even though my patience has made me crumpled inside.But that's okay.InsyaAllah I'll get through all of this :)
Even though things might be challenging in this early 2013,but I'll never give up on achieving my dreams.I won't going to let my weaknesses takes over me.So as a start,all those motivations will make me keep on going through life.No matter how hard it is ;)
Humans aren't perfect.So I'm trying to be an imperfect human perfectly.Then again,so long mon amis and take care loves ;)
