Friday, July 26, 2013

Ramadhan ;)

Hi everyone;) first and foremost I would like to wish salam Ramadhan to all the Muslims around the world;) hope you guys are having a good one insyaAllah.

Well we all had a wonderful iftar yesterday. It was kind of my first time making plans and Alhamdulillah it went perfectly just fine. We reached at The Curve around 6 and Rickson and Afiq were waiting for us. Then Hazril and I went to buy a cake for Yasir since his birthday was today . Happy 19 Yasir! ! Haha but we celebrated last night. It was pretty weird because it was a Thai restaurant and the food choice was a bit complicated.  But overall the food was better than what I expected. We did some fear factor also since certain of us ordered spicy food and the food was over the top spicy. Luckily I only trid Afiq's dish.hahaha then after we had our iftar, I asked the waiter to get the cake.  Certainly Yasir didn't expect it. We all took pictures and certainly it was the best day of the whole month ;) I almost cried cause my plan actually works. Alhamdulillah ;)
I can't ever stop loving you guys. May our friendship lasts forever insyaAllah :)

Ohh and short note, after that we all went off and I kinda got to meet 'that someone' and we hangout for a while :) thank you love♥

I think thats just about it.i can say that this was the best memories that happened this month. Thank you Allah ;)

Friday, July 5, 2013

over the limit,July.

Hello people,how have you guys been doing? Hoping that you guys are well.Well basically l would say that today is one of my worst day ever. l accidentally hit my neighbour's car.I placed a note on his car.But he never called. haih.hmm what to do. l can feel that July gave me a whole lot of challenge and it's getting all over my head. l decided to have some time Alone.for two hours, l have the time on my own. l stayed in the car.Thinking that for all this time,l have been living to please everyone.
That is Why,I'm starting fresh.l need to be happy. So l have to let go Some of the things that I have been holding on for so long. I have to be strong. It's not going to be easy. I'm old enough to think whats good for me and my future. I tried to be someone people worth knowing but sometimes, they just dont like us.no matter what we do.
I have this bad  habit where I like to dissociate myself from people. It's not good, I know but now it only happens when I can't take any longer. When I feel really bad about myself. Thinking how I have been making things hard for my loved ones. What I can say is that, those 2 hours when I was gone, none of them called. None of them knew I was away. Only one person knows where I were. I started to realized that Allah has gave me a gift, a friend. Which I truly believed her. She's the only person I told my problems and she never stop giving me motivating advice.

Dear Allah, thank you for giving me such challenge. Its also for my own sake too. Then again  im off to bed. Thank you gor listening and goodnight ;)