Hello people,how have you guys been doing? Hoping that you guys are well.Well basically l would say that today is one of my worst day ever. l accidentally hit my neighbour's car.I placed a note on his car.But he never called. haih.hmm what to do. l can feel that July gave me a whole lot of challenge and it's getting all over my head. l decided to have some time Alone.for two hours, l have the time on my own. l stayed in the car.Thinking that for all this time,l have been living to please everyone.
That is Why,I'm starting fresh.l need to be happy. So l have to let go Some of the things that I have been holding on for so long. I have to be strong. It's not going to be easy. I'm old enough to think whats good for me and my future. I tried to be someone people worth knowing but sometimes, they just dont like us.no matter what we do.
I have this bad habit where I like to dissociate myself from people. It's not good, I know but now it only happens when I can't take any longer. When I feel really bad about myself. Thinking how I have been making things hard for my loved ones. What I can say is that, those 2 hours when I was gone, none of them called. None of them knew I was away. Only one person knows where I were. I started to realized that Allah has gave me a gift, a friend. Which I truly believed her. She's the only person I told my problems and she never stop giving me motivating advice.
Dear Allah, thank you for giving me such challenge. Its also for my own sake too. Then again im off to bed. Thank you gor listening and goodnight ;)
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