2014 for real?

Well hi everyone! How have you guys been? Firstly I would like to wish everyone a very Happy New Year! Let us all prepare for the goodness and the bad that we're going to face this year. Well, 2013 have served me well. Although there's ups and downs and difficult challenges I have to face during the year, I finally made it to 2014 :) to all the friends that I met during 2013, thank you for all the awesome memories and my love towards you guys are infinite. So I hope you guys have a wonderful year ahead of you. Have fun and lots of love,  SA xx

Hello there Octo-BAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

Well Hello there! We're finally in October! yayyerssss! How have you guys been doing for the past few months? good? bad? Well, let's talk about how my months been going on... Basically I would say a LOT of things happened. From practically college life, social life and definitely love life. oohhhhh. Well let's start one by one shall we? ;) My College Life? Well, I'm already in my second year in College!I know right? It's pretty damn fast and yeah, currently enjoying with what I'm doing right now. I'm taking 4 subjects this semester. It was all good but the days are just too damn ridiculous! I mean, I only have 2 days of classes per week! and I'm packed on Wednesday morning till the late evening and only 1 class on Friday. Crazy huh?Well, that's how we do here! haha nahh I think the college had some trouble or something since the new building has opened. And they have to like transfer people to go and work there so yeah. Well, let's just hope I'm doing well this semester!! ;) My Social Life Well, apart of noticing that people change from time to time. I get to know who my real friends are. Well,most of us are terribly apart due to different class schedules. So it's kinda sad.Okay there is one thing that bugs me. Thinking about this makes me kinda sad,deeply annoyed and irritating. In a way. Well, this is about taking advantage of people. No it doesn't pronounce good benefit in any way. Well,what is bugging on my mind is when people taking advantage of you when you have something that benefits them and sometimes can give you such unfortunate events. Common examples are cars and money. Well, when you have a car, all they want to do is hang around somewhere together. Well,that's the good part. Bad part? when asking for fuel consumption money. Some of us are shy to ask because we're not used to asking money from our own friends but please be considerate. We're still in college and our pocket money is given by our parents. If they found out we all go wandering around, would they even give us pocket money? Absolutely not! So please, little is enough as long as we all agree to pay for the fuel. Money? well borrowing is such a huge responsibility. Unless you guys are not really that 'broke', please pay back. We don't have enough money too. The second one is this one damn thing I effin don't like.When someone literally ask for your help and when we refused in a good way for some reason,they starting to make this 'faces'. These 'faces' like you know the rolling eyes, sad face, puppy eyes, spoiled looking brats and making this stupid harsh looks. argh pardon for my words. This is just too much! I mean get over it people! when people don't want to help you for some reason, ACCEPT IT! DON'T MAKE STUPID FACES!! There, I've said it. Be positive whenever they refused. Think that there must be a good reason. This is literally one of my biggest dislikes and I feel like punching them in the face for making those expressions. The third would be the people who can't keep their promise and blurting our secrets out. What's the point of telling us you can keep a secret? Are you guys trying to find our weakness? Well, if you do then you should go and see the doctor cause you have some trust issues. We trust you but you don't trust us. Well, sorry if from what I have been writing here seems so wrong but I write this because I can't stand meeting people like this anymore. Well, these are the things that bugged me in my social life. I have no intention in firing this to people but hey, if the shoe fits. Who knows? Go back and reflect yourself once in a while. I do that all the time . Love Life I know you guys have been dying to know what's happening.Am I right? well, I met someone. The End. Nahh I'm just kidding. Well, the meeting part was true. It's kind of a weird story though. He approached me first ( well,this is weird) . Then everything starts to fall in to place from-is there even something? to-what's going on? to-wait, something is definitely going on! to-go on go on go on go on! Well we are starting to get to know each other so yeah, still new though although we've been contacting for almost 6 months! And I'm meeting him again tomorrow (WOOHOOOO!!!) My goodness I'm writing this and not even mentioning his name I'm getting butterflies! What the heck is wrong with me? hahahaha well, to me he's definitely a keeper ;) ah man if he's reading this for sure I'll cover up my face and gonna be screaming real hard! hahaha So yeah, one thing is that not many people know about him so this is just going to be a secret for quite a while. Hehehe ;) So that's what happened during my day off from writing on this blog. Oh and I'll be updating you guys soon enough though. Hope you guys had a great time and enjoy October people! I heard there's going to be October Fest so guys please behave ;) Oh yeah, maybe I'll be doing some makeup for halloween soon enough. So that's it. I'm done and I need to get my beauty sleep now. Have fun guys and take care. Lot's of love, SA xx

Ramadhan ;)

Hi everyone;) first and foremost I would like to wish salam Ramadhan to all the Muslims around the world;) hope you guys are having a good one insyaAllah.

Well we all had a wonderful iftar yesterday. It was kind of my first time making plans and Alhamdulillah it went perfectly just fine. We reached at The Curve around 6 and Rickson and Afiq were waiting for us. Then Hazril and I went to buy a cake for Yasir since his birthday was today . Happy 19 Yasir! ! Haha but we celebrated last night. It was pretty weird because it was a Thai restaurant and the food choice was a bit complicated.  But overall the food was better than what I expected. We did some fear factor also since certain of us ordered spicy food and the food was over the top spicy. Luckily I only trid Afiq's dish.hahaha then after we had our iftar, I asked the waiter to get the cake.  Certainly Yasir didn't expect it. We all took pictures and certainly it was the best day of the whole month ;) I almost cried cause my plan actually works. Alhamdulillah ;)
I can't ever stop loving you guys. May our friendship lasts forever insyaAllah :)

Ohh and short note, after that we all went off and I kinda got to meet 'that someone' and we hangout for a while :) thank you love♥

I think thats just about it.i can say that this was the best memories that happened this month. Thank you Allah ;)

over the limit,July.

Hello people,how have you guys been doing? Hoping that you guys are well.Well basically l would say that today is one of my worst day ever. l accidentally hit my neighbour's car.I placed a note on his car.But he never called. haih.hmm what to do. l can feel that July gave me a whole lot of challenge and it's getting all over my head. l decided to have some time Alone.for two hours, l have the time on my own. l stayed in the car.Thinking that for all this time,l have been living to please everyone.
That is Why,I'm starting fresh.l need to be happy. So l have to let go Some of the things that I have been holding on for so long. I have to be strong. It's not going to be easy. I'm old enough to think whats good for me and my future. I tried to be someone people worth knowing but sometimes, they just dont like us.no matter what we do.
I have this bad  habit where I like to dissociate myself from people. It's not good, I know but now it only happens when I can't take any longer. When I feel really bad about myself. Thinking how I have been making things hard for my loved ones. What I can say is that, those 2 hours when I was gone, none of them called. None of them knew I was away. Only one person knows where I were. I started to realized that Allah has gave me a gift, a friend. Which I truly believed her. She's the only person I told my problems and she never stop giving me motivating advice.

Dear Allah, thank you for giving me such challenge. Its also for my own sake too. Then again  im off to bed. Thank you gor listening and goodnight ;)

May,Hell yeah!

Well hello there pretty little bloggers! How have you guys been doing? I'm pretty sure you guys are all good and before that,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my lovely mom :D and to all the mothers out there too! Have a good Sunday ahead :D Well basically I had my 7th wedding job.Congratulations to Khairi and Atia on their wedding day! Yesterday went pretty well though and well, it started in the evening when we all reached to the LJT place. We started doing our job and surprisingly, the emcee for the wedding was Naz the tv host.haha it was fun though cause we kinda became friends thought cause I was in charged to shoot the video around his area. He was friggin cool and needless to say,such an awesome guy! Then there's Izara Aishah came along and Mawi also performed at the wedding. It was pretty awesome night though. Well,over all,yesterday went better than we expected.So here,I'm posting some of the pictures from my instagram.Hope you guys like it! Btw have a great May ahead guys! Love you lots!!!

With Izara Aishah from Oh My English!!
Here you go,the awesome Naz! haha us
Le Amores;) Faez,Zhaf and Nina ;)

Marchies :3

Well hello there guys!It's almost to the end of March! how fast the time goes by right? Well March have been okay with me. I mean apart of having wedding jobs. haha well congrats to Suraya and Shahrul and also Fatin and Ezzat for their wedding.It was well and awesome! ;) Okay apart of that,I'm having my finals right now.Well, it's not exams but it's some kind of final evaluations for my projects.I have to admit even though I only have 3 days of class per week,but the time is not enough.5 subjects in 3 days is harder than I thought it would be.Well wish me luck then! ;) Well, this month,I get too in touch with my feelings until I feel like letting this kind of 'feeling' go. It's always a hopeless dream. Maybe it's not the right time and the right person yet I assume ;) Okay I have a story for you guys which happened to me earlier today.I was out to renew my mom's roadtax and I went to the nearest 7e to buy something for breakfast.Luckily there's this uncle who sells nasi lemak in front of the 7e. Before I went inside the 7e,I saw an old man sitting beside the entrance.I ignore the man at first because I'm kinda scared at that moment.When I went out.I saw a guy gave him some food to eat.(I think the guy is around my age I guess) and the old man thanked him.The old man stands and went to the guy who was about to ride his motorcycle and he just thanked him a lot.Surprisingly the old man asked him, 'are you still studying or working?' the guy was stunted because the old man speaks fluent English.Which I also was shocked at the moment. Then the boy said he's still studying. 'You have to focus on your studies first.Don't fall in love! Study first ! I'll pray for studies but don't fall in love.' that's all I heard from the old man. Then I went into my car and looked at the center mirror.The old man is still talking to that guy. Then I thought for a while,what if I was in that guy's shoes? I mean,how would I react? How would he react? It actually made me realize something.I kept on thinking of this until I arrived back home.Is this a test for me? I'm sure it's a test for that guy but I kinda get the spared of it.Maybe that old man is hurt because of love. well, it's maybe a test for him. For me,Love will come when the time comes. Whether we have to wait for it,or fight for it :) Well then,I think this is all I gotta say for today.I just hope March will end nicely and InsyaAllah,April will be a better month ;) Till then,au revoir mon amis :*

Holla March!

Hey guys! It's already the 1st of March! my oh my,how fast the time goes by.I can't even think that February ended so fast.It feels like time are getting shorter day by day.Haha So how's February you guys? haha I think mine went pretty well.A LOT of things happened.Some were nice and some were bad.Well,that's bittersweet in life ;) Well,I just got my book voucher yesterday evening.(Thursday to be exact.Considering it's already past midnight) and I've been feeling quite exquisite from time to time.And I've been learning and gaining knowledge alot more nowadays.I'm feeling great! Just so I miss my lovelettes ;) And can't wait to see them again soon! haha Well,For this is the first day of March,Once again let us cleanse our mind and body with positive thinking.Bring all the negatives out.Reset all! *pushes the button hahaha I apparently don't have much to share this time,but I'll be back soon to share some cool things with you guys! Lots of love and Happy March! <3

January 2013? hell yeah!

Holla mon amis! how have you guys been doing? I'm doing pretty fine.Alhamdulillah.Well,I just finished doing my assignment so yeah,kinda have nothing to do instead of watching spongebob and pretty much updating this blog.hahaha
Well,talking about life I'm now currently in my third semester in university.And yeah,coincidentally I'm in the same class as Ryan,Alay,Zerra and Chico.Pretty funny right? haha and for this semester,what saddens me the most is not having Dianah by my side.Unfortunately none of us have the same class.That's just well darn sad considering we have been in the same class for our first and second semester.what to do :/
So in this year,I'm learning to change.Maybe my appearance and my behavior towards people.I'm letting go of my past behind.I just don't like reminiscing old and bad memories.It's pretty unhealthy though.So in this year,I have been pretty much having thoughts and yes,kinda spent my time alone and thinking how I react towards the people I love and somehow,I just want them to tell all those negative thoughts they have about me(if they do).I'm trying to change.I tried realizing all of my mistakes but anyhow,I need people to help me.I can't change if I don't know what to change.And I'm pretty sure some people may have been talking behind my back.that's just how people are.But to be honest,I'm not the kind of person who likes to ruin people's friendship or the relationships that they have.I prefer to keep it to myself and accept their flaws.Maybe they're not like us but that's what makes people different.They're unique in their own way.Apart of that,my intentions towards the people I love was always nice.Though I get offended at times but I never kept revenge on them.It's sad when the people you love and cherish just hurt you without knowing how much you really cared about them.Maybe that's just who I am,trying to be a good friend but instead get kicked right on the head and be seen as someone who is pretty darn stupid.Well,maybe this is a test from Allah.So I have to bear with it.Even though my patience has made me crumpled inside.But that's okay.InsyaAllah I'll get through all of this :)
Even though things might be challenging in this early 2013,but I'll never give up on achieving my dreams.I won't going to let my weaknesses takes over me.So as a start,all those motivations will make me keep on going through life.No matter how hard it is ;)
Humans aren't perfect.So I'm trying to be an imperfect human perfectly.Then again,so long mon amis and take care loves ;)